Life has been pretty well and fine for me.
Am coping well with school.
Things on my schedule are gradually falling into place;
So I don't have to worry about coping at all! :)
wellwells. Been thinking for quite abit.
PENNIES FOR MY THOUGHTS!
1. First to start off; I've very CHI2 DUN4(slow reacting) muscles.
I was having so much fun and joy in carrying my boyfriend's little nephew.
it was only after many hours of carrying then putting him down.
then the pain strikes me gradually.
my arms cramped for the WHOLE night.
mans. Must try my best to remember not to overindulge in my enjoyment with kids from now on.
2. We have to make many choices and decisions in life.
sometimes, when it comes to things I really dislike.
and when it comes to a point that I feel I've been tolerating for too long,
or when disappointments get too great,
I usually give people only two options.
"Take it or Leave it"
it's just as simple as that.
some things can never coincide with me in the same era, or however you phrase it.
3. It takes two hands to clap.
and many claps to get an applause.
sometimes, I can get really demanding, I know.
but since dunno when, I've always strongly believed that if you want something badly enough,
you will be able to clear all obstacles and make all sacrifices to get it.
I used to be someone who will turn to popping panadols into my mouth whenever I feel a slight headache/gastric pain.
and I grew to be really dependent on those for pain relief whenever migraine hits me in the past.
this sort of dependency should be considered an addiction of some sort bahs.
and I've managed to overcome it perfectly.
it wasn't easy.
Imagine the sort of pain you get from migraine, and having to force yourself not to pop those pills into your mouth.
yes, temptations are there.
They are, always there and everywhere;
Quiting an addiction of any sort, isn't easy; never easy at all.
but with the considerable amount of effort one puts in,
one should think about how his/her effort will go back to square one, before giving in to temptations.
In order to quit any form of addiction, the very first step is to stop finding excuses for yourself to do it again.
Think for yourself, and for the people who care enough to want to see you quit.
4. CNY is just round the corner.
what sort of meaning does CNY holds for you?
since young, I always think it as a festive for reunion.
'Cause my dad's side of relatives all live so faraway from us.
but as years go by, and people grow older and have their own life.
I realised that lesser of my cousins do actually return for the reunion.
and even if they do, there isn't much interaction anymore.
HOW SAD CAN! :(
somehow, CNY has begun to lose its appeal to the younger generations, except perhaps, for the fact that they are able to get hongbaos.
okayy. I've babbled enough nonsense lers.
Life goes on, even when something is lost in its own transit and the earth won't stop spinning for you.
Stay strong and move on.
You'll always see the light at the end of tunnel :))